Thursday, December 13, 2007
today i just discovered that maybe i didn't change at all.. i still like crying as much as ever. haha
watching this jap drama, "在世界中心呼喊爱", i cried like nobody's business. always as emotional as ever. but its really a touching drama. and this is the first time i ever watched a drama and cried thru EVERY episode.. i just watched episode 4, and cried. and cried. and cried.
thats why i deduced that i didn change at all. maybe not even a little bit. maybe i just couldn't handle, or control my tears (or my tear glands) well enough.

i quite tired of being the one that needs help.
and of cos, i would like to be the one that's giving help.
but maybe i just couldn't handle it.
maybe i will just cry along..

this has been a sad day.... although CT is over.

for just this day, i wonder why i'm not born a guy. maybe its because i cry so much bah. i wish that i can control, put on a poker face and never cry again..
as what my blog song's name was, "big girls dont cry".
dont ever wish that i will cry again.......................

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